I am just not motivated. That is really all there is to it. I do not want to do it.
I do not want to get up when that alarm goes off, throw on my running clothes and hit the pavement. I can fit into some of my clothes and there is a little voice in my head telling me that this is good enough. That same voice is also telling me that we aren't done, there are more children to come (god willing) and knowing you are just going to put the weight back on is defeating.
My head know that it will be just harder later and that I would rather not add to the extra weight I already have but my ability to motivate is wavering.
We eat pretty well, that is important to me. Our family will always eat healthy as long as I am in charge of it but that is not enough. I need to be active. So when your motivation fails you what do you do? How do you drag yourself to the gym? I need a swift kick in the butt, who is going to help me?